Die lar, today I did the ultimate thing. Out of desperation, I decided to cheat on the chemistry test. I hid some notes in my pocket and used it during the test. At first I only said I would just put it in my pocket and not use it. It was for "security". But I panicked and decided to just use it. Luckily, no one caught me. If they found out, I will lose my scholarship with the school and they may even send me back to my country. Besides, my father is so strict and abusive, I might get a thorough beating! I'm not sure why I did it, since I am after all, the top girl in the class. Oh dear. I hope this never happens again and it is a secret. Luckily my blog is only read by close frens.

Signing off, Jane.